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She had something breakable just under her skin

lust's lover

Created on 2003-12-25 21:30:39 (#1693255), last updated 2005-02-20

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Name:	lustslover
Location:	Joliet, Illinois, United States

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There will be moments even at *those* times when he tumbles short of my dreams--not through his own fault but because of the colossal vitality of my illusion. It will go beyond him, beyond everything. I have thrown myself into it with a creative passion, adding to it all the time, decking it out with every bright feather that drifts my way. No amount of fire or freshness can challenge what I will store up in my ghostly heart.

But my heart is in a constant, turbulent riot. The most grotesque and fantastic conceits haunt me in my bed at night. A universe of ineffable gaudiness spins itself out in my brain while the clock ticks on the wash-stand and the moon soaks with wet light my tangled clothes upon the floor. Each night I add to the pattern of my fancies until drowsiness closes down upon some vivid scene with an oblivious embrace. For a while these reveries provide an outlet for my imagination; they are a satisfactory hint of the unreality of reality, a promise that the rock of the world was founded securely on a fairy's wing.
-- reworded from The Great Gatsby

this journal is FRIENDS ONLY

WHY?:
i have always been an extremely private person. I dont exactly want random people having access to my personal *love* life.
and afterall...
this is a journal based on all my experiences with guys. ~~never have i been with a truely genuine good guy and as i progress through my teenage years i am realzing i probably never will.~~ i have only once been with a guy who cared for me. i have a hard time defining love. i don't really know what I feel for him or what he feels for me. As i discover more about him i learn more about myself. Everyday is an evolution within itself.

i decided to dedicate a whole journal to the stories of me falling for guys and what happens from there. i have started to realize what i really want from a guy. my main problem has always been falling for the wrong ones. but perhaps if i follow my instincts and keep hoping for a fairytale i might just end up with mr. perfect in the end.

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But are you still master of your domain?

--Seinfeld

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!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!WARNING!
this is my journal. im 17 ...an honorschild. i am doubting you will agree with what i say so don't be a cunt rag and leave little bullshit comments.

if you dont agree with something i say thats your business and i RESPECT that-if you feel the need to leave a comment to share YOUR thoughts or ideas i dont have a problem with that. in fact i encourage it- BUT dont attack me in my own journal. this is mine. my place away from judgement. share your thoughts and opinions BUT be aware of your words.

I've called you twice
It's been a hellish fight
To not think about you all the time
Sitting around waiting for your call

I want to wake up naked next to you
Kissing the curve in your clavicle
Kissing your clavicle
-- Alkaline Trio

Warm October nights.You came and cuddled next to me.Our noses brushed so close I wished it was our souls. Drifting off to sleep I could hear the little snores you made, watching eyes shut tight, like doors to something sweeter where you rest
Tear me off a piece of blanket,keep me warm and we can make it. Here's my heart, I'll let you break it. Touched your skin and I can't take it. Light will creep in soon and I still haven't slept a wink. I wish the sun would hide its head so I could watch you dream some more.

-- Yellowcard

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